Had a bit of an emotional break down on a bench in the middle of nowhere last night. It was awful and embarrassing and Elan knows about it and I don't want to talk about it. I woke up from this dream and just felt...empty inside. Terribly, violently empty. So I cried. :C
I'll make an update at the end of the week, when I've settled somewhere and I have my findings ready. Right now I'm sleepy.