Hi guys! I hope you weren't too worried about me while I was away, I know that last post was, like, a little emotional and blah and I don't want to talk about it. Elan made me feel better and I still managed to record my findings on the day vs. night experiment, so we're all set for some science-ing up in this bitch! hehe
I have a little purple notebook I carry with me at all times, along with a gaggle of other things, that I recorded my sightings in as a means of painting a picture of how frequently and in what manner Slenderman shows up during my travels. Because I'm not very good at staying up high and roof-jumping like M says you're supposed to, I see him around a little more often than I'd like, but I guess that works out for this experiment because it gives me several sightings to record. I had like thirteen sightings in one day.
Here are my notes:
Sighting 1, Date 8/3/11:
Time- 11:23 A.M.
Place- West of Comanche National Grassland in Colorado
Distance- Roughly fifty-five feet to my left.
Day or Night?- Day
Other Notes-
This was a standard sighting and he didn't do anything special besides creep me out a whole bunch, just like always. I guess this was my 'wake up call' from Mr. Slendershit.
Sighting 2, 8/3:
Time- 12:22 P.M.
Place- North of Kirkwell
Distance- About 75 to 80 feet, directly ahead of me, standing near a gas station.
Day or Night?- Day
Other Notes-
Another fairly standard sighting, this was on my way into Kirkwell, when I was stopping for a soda to boost my energy. I looooove me some Mountain Dew. I do NOT like me some Eldritch horror at noon.
Sighting 3, 8/3:
Time- 3:59 P.M.
Place- Somewhere in the countryside of Oklahoma
Distance- Ten or so feet away, behind a tree I had made the mistake of approaching for shade; it's fucking hot in the south okay?!
Day or Night?- Day
Other Notes-
Admittedly this was not my smartest decision, but I really needed to cool off somehow and those trees were the only things in sight. After that I ran the hell away, which leads me to the next few sightings.
Sightings 4, 5, & 6 8/3:
Time- Between 4:10 P.M. and 4:35 P.M.
Place- During my mad dash away from the tree-line I made the mistake of going near.
Distance- S4: Approx. five feet away, S5: Approx. three feet away, S6: Approx. nineteen feet away.
Day or Night?- Day
Other Notes-
These last four were the last of my day-light sightings, and they all took place within the same period of time as I was running away from the trees. It was a foolish mistake and I can't believe I did what I did but hindsight is twenty-twenty I guess. Plus I'm out of breath now. He appeared and disappeared in front of me and around me several times during my sprint, and I was unable to avoid being brushed up against by one of the tentacles during S5. It still burns like hell. After this, I didn't see him again for several hours.
Sighting 8, 8/3:
Time- 8:34 P.M
Place- Stratford, Texas
Distance- I'd estimate about twenty to thirty feet away, standing across the street from the hotel I was attempting to check into.
Day or Night?- Night
Other Notes-
I was checking into a hotel in Stratford when I saw him standing across the street, and decided it was time to get moving again. This made it a long, long night for me.
Sighting 9, 8/3:
Time- 9:01 P.M.
Place- Route 287, between Stratford, Texas and Cactus, Texas
Distance- About twenty feet northwest of me on the road.
Day or Night?- Night
Other Notes-
This was another ordinary sighting for me, and I logged it and tried to ignore it.
Sighting 10, 8/3:
Time- 10:34 P.M.
Place- Route 287, just north of Cactus, Texas
Distance- Roughly sixteen feet south of me, halfway behind a tree.
Day or Night?- Night
Other Notes-
Another standard sighting.
Sighting 11, 8/4:
Time- 12:31 A.M.
Place- On the countryside south of Cactus, Texas
Distance- Standing over me as I woke up on a bench...
Day or Night?- Technically the next day, but for research purposes we're going with day as defined by whether it is light out and night as defined by whether it is dark. So, Night.
Other Notes-
Yeeeeeeah...I fell asleep on a bench by the road at around 11:37 P.M, thinking it was safe to go to sleep, and when I awoke it was too Mr. Faceless himself standing over me looking all calm and shit. It was scary and I ran away and he didn't seem to follow me, so I don't know if I got away safely or if he just felt like toying with me that time. Asshole.
Sighting 12, 8/4:
Time- 1:11 A.M.
Place- I'm not too sure, my entire body ached by this point and it was dark, and I was in the countryside still.
Distance- Approximately eighteen feet east of me, I think...?
Day or Night?- Night
Other Notes-
Standard sighting.
Sighting 13, 8/4:
Time- 1:45 A.M.
Place- Still the countryside of Texas, somewhere near Route 287 again I guess. I lost track.
Distance- Ten feet away exactly, I'd say.
Day or Night?- Night
Other Notes-
This is the last sighting before I fell asleep in a ditch by the side of the road without meaning to. It was fairly standard and I didn't awaken to Slenderman or anything. I only got about three hours of sleep there, though.
Conclusion:
As you can see, out of 13 sightings on Wednesday, about 53% of these were day-time sightings and the other 47% or so were night-time sightings. If I missed logging any, they were probably during the evening, but I've gotten pretty good at spotting him and my eyesight is real good so I doubt it would have altered the results very much. Still, it was probably about a 50/50 toss up between day and night sightings, so what can we conclude from this?
Slenderman enjoys appearing as much during the day as he does during the night. I can't speculate on what this means about his nature, but I do believe it to be helpful to other Runners out there, so keep it in mind. You are not safe during the day, nor are you during the night. I know that isn't very cheerful or at all fun to hear, but it is the truth and you should avoid letting your guard down.
-Shannon's Log (X)
So, there you have my notes from Thursday afternoon, after the day was through. I logged the time, date, and place of each sighting like immediately after it happened, then filled in the blanks later. ...Now I am going to go to sleep in a hotel room for a few hours I guess because I'm dead tired and don't want to deal with the world for a while. I've felt bad since I woke up on that park bench, like something inside of me is wrong. Utterly wrong.
But I guess I'll feel better when I get to Elan in Austin, Texas. I have one or two experiments left before I get there, though, so watch out! >:3
Peace and Love,
Shannon
Friday, March 16, 2012
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Ugh. This whole surviving thing is more difficult than I keep thinking.
Had a bit of an emotional break down on a bench in the middle of nowhere last night. It was awful and embarrassing and Elan knows about it and I don't want to talk about it. I woke up from this dream and just felt...empty inside. Terribly, violently empty. So I cried. :C
I'll make an update at the end of the week, when I've settled somewhere and I have my findings ready. Right now I'm sleepy.
I'll make an update at the end of the week, when I've settled somewhere and I have my findings ready. Right now I'm sleepy.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Leaving Aurora behind...
Move along, move along, just to make it through...
So, right now I'm on the move again. I've got my bag packed and am all set to get out of Aurora, although it makes me sad to leave...this place is actually really beautiful. I can't tell you about the number of places I've had to leave that I really really liked. It sucks hardcore. It's gonna be a couple miles hike to the next town, so don't expect to see me for a while! Okay? Don't worry I promise I'll be alright. Maybe I'll get pictures of our Slenderfriend while I walk if he shows up. x3
Um...I've been thinking a little bit. About Slenderman, actually, and whether he comes out more in the day or more in the night. I wonder about it because usually I'm notpaying attention or counting my sightings up. I see him a lot of course throughout the day...but always at a distance. That's the benefit of running, I suppose. Never seen Him up close just yet...*knocks on wood* heeee x3
But really I mean I have like a dozen notebooks I should fill them with something right? So like while I'm out there on my walk, I'll record my findings and post them up for you guys to see. I hope it helps! I'd really like to contribute something to this whole nightmare we're all living in like, to help people and stuff! And I figure that knowing when it's safe to go out and when it's not is a pretty important thing to know when you're on the run from him don't you?
And uhm...aside from that, I've been musing on Slenderman's origins and his nature lately. Whenever he shows up it's like...like walking around in a dream, or looking at one. The rest of the world is perfectly ordinary, the way it's supposed to be...but he isn't. He's like staring at something that just...shouldn't be there. It almost seems to me that he IS some sort of dream. So what are some things we know about him?
1. He was created on Something Awful, or at least it seems that way.
2. His presence seems almost dream-like for those who can see him.
3. Nothing about him seems 'right.' There is just something about him which is 'off' at all times.
4. When he touches you, it hurt. A LOT.
M and I have talked about #4 there a lot because we both agree that it's like very painful and very scary to get touched by Slenderman. It's like bit by bit, the world falls away and you just see and hear and feel...blankness. I don't really know how to describe it I'm sorry guys but it's too weird. From what I can tell, this is how Slenderman hallows people out, he turns them into the Blank like that. It's really freaky stuff I think but also very fascinating...
Like because I wonder, did we create him from our dreams? Is he a product of the collective fear of humanity, poured out into the real world into this very real, very dangerous new enemy? If so, on what realm does Slenderman exist? Perhaps he exists in a realm of dreams, one where he can bend minds and float from place to place effortlessly in seconds, like he does. It would make sense and explain why he seems so wrong being in our world. He isn't meant to be in our world, because he's actually nothing but a dream. A dream made reality that can tear the fabric of the universe apart.
Yeeeeeah, um...nice going, humanity.
I know none of this makes much sense but I need something for my mind to chew on while I'm off on my walk these next few days, so I may get back to you if I have any more breakthroughs regarding 'Dream Theory.' <3
Aaaaaaand I should probably get the hell outta here. I can hear the couple who's house I'm sitting around, stealing internet in waking up now and I don't think they'd be very happy to find a gangly, red-haired teenage girl bumming around on their couch. hehe Bye guys!
Peace and Love,
Shannon
So, right now I'm on the move again. I've got my bag packed and am all set to get out of Aurora, although it makes me sad to leave...this place is actually really beautiful. I can't tell you about the number of places I've had to leave that I really really liked. It sucks hardcore. It's gonna be a couple miles hike to the next town, so don't expect to see me for a while! Okay? Don't worry I promise I'll be alright. Maybe I'll get pictures of our Slenderfriend while I walk if he shows up. x3
Um...I've been thinking a little bit. About Slenderman, actually, and whether he comes out more in the day or more in the night. I wonder about it because usually I'm notpaying attention or counting my sightings up. I see him a lot of course throughout the day...but always at a distance. That's the benefit of running, I suppose. Never seen Him up close just yet...*knocks on wood* heeee x3
But really I mean I have like a dozen notebooks I should fill them with something right? So like while I'm out there on my walk, I'll record my findings and post them up for you guys to see. I hope it helps! I'd really like to contribute something to this whole nightmare we're all living in like, to help people and stuff! And I figure that knowing when it's safe to go out and when it's not is a pretty important thing to know when you're on the run from him don't you?
And uhm...aside from that, I've been musing on Slenderman's origins and his nature lately. Whenever he shows up it's like...like walking around in a dream, or looking at one. The rest of the world is perfectly ordinary, the way it's supposed to be...but he isn't. He's like staring at something that just...shouldn't be there. It almost seems to me that he IS some sort of dream. So what are some things we know about him?
1. He was created on Something Awful, or at least it seems that way.
2. His presence seems almost dream-like for those who can see him.
3. Nothing about him seems 'right.' There is just something about him which is 'off' at all times.
4. When he touches you, it hurt. A LOT.
M and I have talked about #4 there a lot because we both agree that it's like very painful and very scary to get touched by Slenderman. It's like bit by bit, the world falls away and you just see and hear and feel...blankness. I don't really know how to describe it I'm sorry guys but it's too weird. From what I can tell, this is how Slenderman hallows people out, he turns them into the Blank like that. It's really freaky stuff I think but also very fascinating...
Like because I wonder, did we create him from our dreams? Is he a product of the collective fear of humanity, poured out into the real world into this very real, very dangerous new enemy? If so, on what realm does Slenderman exist? Perhaps he exists in a realm of dreams, one where he can bend minds and float from place to place effortlessly in seconds, like he does. It would make sense and explain why he seems so wrong being in our world. He isn't meant to be in our world, because he's actually nothing but a dream. A dream made reality that can tear the fabric of the universe apart.
Yeeeeeah, um...nice going, humanity.
I know none of this makes much sense but I need something for my mind to chew on while I'm off on my walk these next few days, so I may get back to you if I have any more breakthroughs regarding 'Dream Theory.' <3
Aaaaaaand I should probably get the hell outta here. I can hear the couple who's house I'm sitting around, stealing internet in waking up now and I don't think they'd be very happy to find a gangly, red-haired teenage girl bumming around on their couch. hehe Bye guys!
Peace and Love,
Shannon
Monday, March 12, 2012
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
1...2...3...
Um...how do I start this?
The first thing I want to tell you about me is that I'm being followed by the Slenderman. I guess the purpose of this blog is to record my travels and thoughts while I run away from him. This isn't something I do casually, believe me...this whole situation is...honestly pretty dangerous and fucked. Being followed by this thing...or chased, whatever...is no laughing matter. Like seriously, it's been hell. It needs to be treated with the utmost care, you understand?
My name is Shannon, by the way. Since my 19th birthday, I've been stalked...to be honest, it hurts me the more and more I think about it. I was going to go to college...I had a great boyfriend...I had a family who loved me and wasn't shitty like seemingly every other family everywhere and like, a million friends. But of course, Slenderman ruined that for me.
I'm currently settled in Aurora, Colorado, and after being inspired by M's blog posts and her rules(which are probably the only reason I'm alive right now btw) I decided to settle down for a bit and type this blog post. I want people to know that by running, by learning, and by understanding, you can win. Maybe not in the sense that you can get back to your family, restart, and be happy and live a normal life the way you always intended to but...like, you can tell Slenderman to fuck off! And live your live, regardless of him! Maybe just by fighting back, you win back some small part of yourself, like...some very necessary thing within you. I don't know, maybe I'm just rambling. Cut me some slack okay?
I don't have too much to offer right now without getting preachy on you...I can be that kind of girl when I want, but I'm a bit of a loon, so I'm willing to try anything to help out and give people some support. Think of me as like a scientist but with less money. I guess I'll be running some 'experiments' on myself and Slenderman in the next few days to test a theory of mine out, so like, don't go anywhere. If I make it out alive, I'll post the results...wish me luck! ^___^
Peace and Love,
Shannon
The first thing I want to tell you about me is that I'm being followed by the Slenderman. I guess the purpose of this blog is to record my travels and thoughts while I run away from him. This isn't something I do casually, believe me...this whole situation is...honestly pretty dangerous and fucked. Being followed by this thing...or chased, whatever...is no laughing matter. Like seriously, it's been hell. It needs to be treated with the utmost care, you understand?
My name is Shannon, by the way. Since my 19th birthday, I've been stalked...to be honest, it hurts me the more and more I think about it. I was going to go to college...I had a great boyfriend...I had a family who loved me and wasn't shitty like seemingly every other family everywhere and like, a million friends. But of course, Slenderman ruined that for me.
I'm currently settled in Aurora, Colorado, and after being inspired by M's blog posts and her rules(which are probably the only reason I'm alive right now btw) I decided to settle down for a bit and type this blog post. I want people to know that by running, by learning, and by understanding, you can win. Maybe not in the sense that you can get back to your family, restart, and be happy and live a normal life the way you always intended to but...like, you can tell Slenderman to fuck off! And live your live, regardless of him! Maybe just by fighting back, you win back some small part of yourself, like...some very necessary thing within you. I don't know, maybe I'm just rambling. Cut me some slack okay?
I don't have too much to offer right now without getting preachy on you...I can be that kind of girl when I want, but I'm a bit of a loon, so I'm willing to try anything to help out and give people some support. Think of me as like a scientist but with less money. I guess I'll be running some 'experiments' on myself and Slenderman in the next few days to test a theory of mine out, so like, don't go anywhere. If I make it out alive, I'll post the results...wish me luck! ^___^
Peace and Love,
Shannon
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